Time to summarize 2009.
Since it’s already the end of december, i think i should write something to summarize the year 2009.
Well, 2009 has been a good year i guess with the normal ups and downs. In the first few months I was probably still stucked with the heart-ache that started in 2008. But when it came to July 2009, everything turned to be much much better than i ever thought. it’s like i have created a new chapter that began with a clean white new page and it’s ready to be colored with new colorful patterns. but even though it’s wide open for me to draw on it, i think i still didn’t have enough ‘colored pencils’ to draw with. but it’s okay, cos i like 2009 the way it was.
In 2009 i took the national dance class which i believe had changed a little bit of my view on this life and how I see things especially when i met friends of different assortments and ages. i had fun, and i believe it was the starting point where i let everything out from my heart after being quite socialphobic for 2 years (especially after changing course). actually i couldn’t thank my group members enough for that. (i’m still not very talkative as usual though, but i love meeting up with new interesting people).
secondly, in 2009 i formally learned basic spanish with a cool lecturer from Cuba. he was awesome. i liked spanish a lot since i was in school. so taking basic spanish reminded me of my fave. past time where i used to watch (almost) all of the telenovelas on tv and memorized each name of the characters. (and the most remembered one was, Fernando José Altamirano del Castillo from Rosalinda. :P).
and thirdly, my birthday celebration in 2009 was awesome. i still remember the smell of kopi kapal api that was thrown at me at the car park. ah, i love them all. now i wonder how is it going to be in 2010. i hope it’ll be as good as this year or maybe better. insyaAllah.
the next is about my anger management. i think i have overcome it bit by bit. i think 2009 is also the starting point where i started to work on my anger management. it feels good to realize my own weaknesses because i could try my best to fix it.
it was in 2009 also where my lecturer showed one of my blog post in Creative Studies class. ha ha. actually i didn’t have time to write a new article for one of the subject’s assignments. so i copied the blog post as my idea of how ‘weird’ is the creativeness of something in the eyes of different people. and the lecturer liked it. thank god for that.
in 2009, i saw a suicide attempt of a depressed bibik during the last hari raya haji. (she was my sister’s bibik). the bibik was depressed because of her personal problems with her husband and she cut her wrist till bleed and fainted in her room when everyone (except me and my younger sister) was not at home. to cut the story short, we called for an ambulance – sent her to the hospital – and she was finally fired. what a drama. wo ho ho.
anyway, i think we also saw many of famous people died in 2009, didn’t we? MJ, Stephen Gately (Boyzone), Brittany Murphy, etc.
and finally in 2009, i could sing with my younger sister again like we used to do in the previous years. it’s so hard to find time where everyone is at home like before. so when my sister got back home in the last few days, we decided to sing together again while remisniscing about our childhood favorite past time — singing all the Westlife songs.
there were also some good news from my eldest sister and brother. my cute niece now has started to walk on her own and she started to speak a lot! and she calls me “Nana” instead of “aunty Ana”, but it’s ok, that sounds much younger. :p
ANNDDD. my brother is going to have a baby!!! congrats to my sister in law, kak linda. what a good news! insyaAllah everything’s going to be good, and that will make our family bigger and full with more laughters. aminnn.
2009 was the year where i saw many of my friends started to get married. now i start to feel scared of changing age to 25 because there would be more responsibilities to come, i guess. ho ho. time is flying so fast isn’t it?
mmm what else, what else. oh about blogging. i started to move to this domain in 2009. well i think blogging is quite different now when facebook is getting more interesting than everything else. i used to read blogs a lot but now not anymore because of some reasons. but i still like blogging sometimes. anyway, talking about blogging world, i had wonderful moments meeting up with blogging friends especially on the last March during maoi and ayumi’s wedding. oh yes before that i went to kak dalie’s wedding with my brother, (and of course i saw redza minhat at the wedding, ha ha ha ha), the next activity was hiking broga hill with adiman, nik shahrin, acaii and others.it was cool. and last month i went out with echah for makan petang.
sometimes i think it’s weird how people can connect to each other now. one person is not a stranger anymore once he or she knows you through blogs or facebook even though you don’t even know the person in your real life. it’s so different from how it used to be and it’s wonderful how faceless communication can affect our lives. yeah we’re living in the global village after all. *cough**cough* i think *cough*i sound intelligent*cough* lol
i remember when i went to a restaurant at kampung baru in the middle of the year, there was a boy staring at me while i was looking for a table with my friend. he smiled at me like he knew me, so i nodded my head and smiled back. then when i got back to hostel and went to facebook, i saw his message, “I saw u at kampung baru, etc”. so i was like, oh wow, i don’t even know him. and i was at kampung baru which is in the middle of Kuala Lumpur, not in Cyberjaya. ho ho. now everytime when people look at me when i go outside, i’d feel like he or she reads my blog or maybe he or she is in my facebook friend list. Cool, but quite scary isn’t it? (sometimes when someone is staring at the two balls hanging at my handbag, i would immediately cover it with hand, wondering if he or she reads my blog. ha ha).
Actually it’s funny that my dull blog has readers of its own. I think my blog is full of trash, but maybe it’s true that one man’s trash is another man’s pleasure. So i hope you enjoy the pleasure of the trash!
mmmmm. i guess i got nothing else to write. oh one more thing, i’m going to KL with parents on the 1st of January for my brother-in-law’s brother’s wedding. So i guess i won’t be able to go to Tajul’s wedding. err i hope he’ll forgive me.:|
Anyway, as the year ends, I pray that Allah will erase all the sins that we made in the past years and grant us blessings and success in the following years. And I wish that 2010 will be full of happiness and prosperity and health, insyaAllah. aminnn.
Eat fruit, take care and Good bye 2009!
